| Location | Chatham Kent |
| Age | 15 days |
| Date of Birth | 12/08/2008 |
| Date of Death | 27/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,759 since 03/12/2008 |
| Creator |
baby roxy howard was sadly taken away from us on th 27th august 2008...
our little angel is missed so much by her mummy and daddy and big sister and all the family. Even
though she has gone she will always be in our hearts forever...
RIP love mummy n daddy xxxxx sleep well my princess xxx
i was 24 weeks when i had her went hospital as i started bleeding they gave me a scan they said
everything will be ok then i started gettin back pain i told the nurse she said the baby was ready
too cum, they did everything they could for her not to cum then at 5 31 she was in this world they
took her to SCBU she was doing really well then she started dropping and got MRSA her skin was very
dry and was all cumin away from her they told me it was time to get her blessed if we wanted to
thats when i know it was time for my angel to go we got her blessed she was suffering in alot of
pain i didnt like seeing her like it we had to turn the live machine of 27th sept 2008 it was
horrible doing it but it was the best place for her no more pain and suffering we spent all day with
her we dressed her and then we had to say our last goodbye its the worst pain anyone go can go
through she will always be loved in our heats forever xxxxxx love you princess roxy xxxxx
miss you so much
hello my baby i miss you so much i cant stop thinking bout you i keep cryin i just want u here with me. i just wanna wake up with you laying next to me so ii can give you the biggest hug a mum can give her special daughter love you so much baby xxxxxxxx
♥♥ AN ANGEL FOR AN ANGEL ♥♥
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xxxXX HUGS XXxxxFrom the heart of a bereaved Mother
This is now what "normal" is
Normal
is having tears waiting behind every smile when you realize someone
important is missing from all the important events in your familys
life
Normal
is feeling like you can't sit another minute without getting up and
screaming, because you just don't like to sit through anything.
Normal is not sleeping very well because a thousand what if's & why didn't I's go through your head constantly.
Normal is reliving that day continuously through your eyes and mind, holding your head to make it go away.
Normal
is staring at every guy who looks like he is my son's age. And then
thinking of the age they would be now and not being able to imagine it
Then wondering why it is even important to imagine it, because it will
never happen
Normal
is every happy event in my life always being backed up with sadness
lurking close behind because of the hole in my heart.
Normal
is telling the story of your child's death as if it were an everyday,
commonplace activity, and then seeing the horror in someone's eyes at
how awful it sounds. And yet realizing it has become a part of my
"normal".
Normal
is each year coming up with the difficult task of how to honor your
child's memory and their birthday and survive these days. And trying to
find the balloon or flag that fit's the occasion. Happy Birthday? Not
really.
Normal
is my heart warming and yet sinking at the sight of something special
my son loved. Thinking how he would love it, but how he is not here to
enjoy it.
Normal is having some people afraid to mention my son's name.
Normal is making sure that others remember them.
Normal is after the funeral is over everyone else goes on with their lives, but we continue to grieve our loss forever.
Normal is weeks, months, and years after the initial shock, the grieving gets worse sometimes, not better.
Normal
is not listening to people compare anything in their life to this loss,
unless they too have lost a child. NOTHING. Even if your child is in
the remotest part of the earth away from you - it doesn't compare.
Losing a parent is horrible, but having to bury your own child is
unnatural.
Normal is taking pills, and trying not to cry all day, because I know my mental health depends on it.
Normal is realizing I do cry everyday.
Normal is being impatient with everything and everyone, but someone stricken with grief over the loss of your child.
Normal is sitting at the computer crying, sharing how you feel with chat buddies who have also lost a child.
Normal is a new friendship with another grieving mother, talking and crying together over our children and our new lives.
Normal
is not listening to people make excuses for God. "God may have done
this because..." I love God, I know that my baby is in heaven, but
hearing people trying to think up excuses as to why healthy babies were
taken from this earth is not appreciated and makes absolutely no sense
to this grieving mother.
Normal is being too tired to care if you paid the bills, cleaned the house, did laundry or if there is any food
Normal is asking God why he took your child's life instead of yours and asking if there even is a God.
Normal is knowing I will never get over this loss, in a day or a million years.And last of all
Normal
is hiding all the things that have become normal for you to feel so
that everyone around you will think that you are "normal"
Im holding on to memories
For times just slipping by
Every night i watch you
Our Angels lighting up the sky
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As i sit and watch you
You are so high above
My arms outstretch to Heaven
Just need to feel your love
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If i could only see you
Touch your hand Or kiss your face
My eyes will stop crying
And put a smile back on my face
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Each day its getting harder
Time is moving on
Memories so precious
In my heart you will live on
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Each memory i have of you
Brings a smile a silent tear
With every beat of my heart
A constant wish that you were here
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WHY
I FEEL SO DOWN
AND EMPTY INSIDE,
MY PAIN CONTINUALLY
HARD TO HIDE.
I FEEL SO SAD
AND LONELY TO,
LIVING THIS LIFE
IT'S HARD.. WITHOUT YOU.
I FEEL SO ANGRY
THAT LIFE TOOK YOU,
IT DOES'NT MAKE SENCE
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
EACH DAY SEEM'S PIONTLESS
LIKE LIVING A LIE,
I LONG FOR MY END
UNTIL THEN, I ASK "WHY".
my pincess
hey babe, its ya 1st birthday soon missin you so much wish ya was here with ya family, thinkn bout you all the time, every second i wish i could hold you again in my arms just 1 hold its bin a year now that i aint sin ya pretty smile love you so much baby xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
sweet dreams x
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☆SLEEP TIGHT ☆ ANGEL ☆ KEEP SHINING BRIGHT ☆
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